they asked me, why do i even like him so much. what's so special about him, why do i only let him be the person to break through my cold facade. i really like calvin. no, i love him. i really really do. words just can't explain how much i love and adore him, but there are too many reasons why i love him. from the smiles he put on my face, to the excitement i felt when i was talking to him, he gave me the comfort i needed that no one else would. he was the first person who made me feel good for simply being me. the only person who accepted me for who i was. i felt like i could be my true self around him, without pretending.
can you really blame me, though? why not? i mean, he showered me with love, assurance, and affection. all without me begging for it. he always made sure that i was feeling alright and i'm comfortable with everything he'll do. he was the only there who was with me when i was at my lowest. despite my cold facade, he has a way of melting it away with his warmth and sincerity. i didn't mind being vulnerable around him. i could finally rant to someone, and he'd just listen to me, giving me advice without judging.
i only see myself being with him. being happy with him. even if there were others who were willing to listen, he was the only person where i'd run to when i need someone. if it's not him, no one will. i will never regret choosing him. because at the end of the day, loving him was never a mistake. so, why not him?
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