...... this is my first entry here, happy 2 months to us ! i decided to make this website to have something sorta tangible thats all about you, and also i need a place where i can be as cheesy as i am deep down. (and also because the first attempt at making you a website was kind of a fail omg HAHAH) im excited to show you this website tomorrow, and i want to give in right now actually, but i'll control myself for now. i also really hope that this doesn't flop in the code again because that would really suck huuu T_T
anyway... it's pretty hard to believe that another month has already passed since we found out we like each other, right? but here we are, still loving each other more and more each day. i just wanted to take a moment to thank you for all the joy, laughter, and love you brought into my life ever since i met you. i feel so lucky to have you by my side. every moment we spend together is a blessing, and i cherish every moment we create. as we celebrate another month together, let's continue to support each other, and grow together. i love you more than words can say, and i am excited to see what the future holds for us. thank you for being my best friend, my rock, and my partner in crime. those two months were too short, let's make it forever. <3
...... hello ! second entry here <3 i can't believe it's been another month already HAHA in a span of 90 days being with you, i felt nothing but appreciation and contentment. despite our tiring days, you still manage to shower me your love and reassurance. words will never be enough to express how i feel for you, not even a thousand little websites of my gratitude. but here i am, trying for the second time.
i just wanted to say that i love you SO much. and i'll never stop saying it. every day, every moon phase, every season, and even in every moment. you've changed me in ways that i thought i won't be able to, and it makes me happy that you did. it means a lot to be loved by someone who genuinely cares and protects the rarest thing we've ever had—love.
here's to many more months (and years!) together. <3
...... third entry here huuu T_T happy 4 months now ! thank you for making me feel so special and seen. you make me feel like i matter. i appreciate you SO much for that (i appreciate you for everything you do: whether they're big or small gestures) everything that you do for me means a lot to me.
i will always be thankful for you. thank you for talking to me when i needed someone to talk to. thank you for listening to me and understanding what i have to say without any judgment. thank you for just being there. (this is getting too sappy for me wtf...) besides all of that, thank you for accepting me for who i am and choosing to love me each and every day. <3
ps: iza & milky should meet irl PLEASE omg cuties...
...... fourth entry here hehe :b happy 5 months of us being tgt ! you have no idea how much you've geniunely changed my life, and i'm not just saying it to be sappy or cute. i really do love you and i mean it. i know that i'm not exactly the best with expressing how i feel or with words in general, but i'll try to explain this. i know there are days when we argue or miscommunicate about some small thing and we're too prideful to even apologize, but i know that what we have is unique. it's a special bond which is unbreakable. whenever i'm with you, i feel different compared with others (in a good way T_T). i love that i don't have to pretend everything is okay with you. i love that i laugh and smile more around you. i love that i don't feel alone but i feel safe and loved by someone. you have shown me that there's at least one person who can love me for who i am in this world of apathy.
i know that we're young and nobody ever lasts this long but i know that we will. i wanna grow old with you and spend the rest of my life with you. i want to grow and mature as a person with you. i want to be there for you always, during the good and bad times. i want to create more endless memories with you, ones that we can laugh and cry to together. i couldn't ask for anyone better. i know alladat probably sounded like a bunch of gibberish, but i tried. i really do love you, more than myself. happy 5 months of us. <3 (let's ignore how i kinda cried while writing this lol)
ps: im still down w iza and milky meeting ^_^
...... fifth entry here ! for when you see this, happy 6 months to us :3 as i reflect and look back on these past six months, i feel so overwhelmed by how much you've come to mean to me. growing up, i've always struggled with being open and letting down my walls. i was afraid of being vulnerable, afraid to let anyone see parts of me i thought were weak and fragile. you've shown me that it was okay to let my guard down, and it feels like you're the only person who truly understands me in all my complexities.
with you, i've found a safe place where i can finally breathe and be myself without any judgement. thank you for seeing me, for loving me, and accepting me for who i am. here's to the incredible bond we've built and to many more months of growing closer together.
ps: happy early birthday bb ! sorry if this month's message was a lil short, your birthday present will make up for it (hopefully T_T)
...... sixth entry here ! happy 7 months to us wowow that's a pretty huge and scary milestone wtf T_T i know this month was a pretty busy and draining one for the both of us, so im super proud of us for making this far (despite the fact we're only like what 3 or 4 weeks into the school year??? HAHAHA) it's good to acknowledge the progress we've made hehe
I LVOE YUO plz remember this also if there are any typos blame it on my horrible time management i'll code this message mamaya orrr bukas lololz :3
ps: we absolutely NEED to be seatmates next quarter idc if it's back in the original corner or the other side of the room we NEED to be together omg
...... seventh entry here ! hi sigma <3 (we have a math test bukas pero idgaf atp kaya sinusulat ko 'to ngayon lmao) wowow it's already 8 months of us being tgt whattheflip that's a long time, huh? since quarter 1 is pretty much about to end, i just wanted to say that with honors or without, i'd still be proud of you because i know you did your best this quarter ! don't pressure yourself too much, okay? hehehhejsjajsjaja
a lot has happened in just over a month with you, and i can understand how overwhelming things can be. im super thankful that you're always there for me, and i wanna be able to do the same for you :) if you ever feel stressed out or drained, you're always free to rant to me, okay? i'l always be your kakampi >:) happy 8 months, i love you ! <3
ps: i got absolutely cooked in the science test today wtf accounting was definitely easier...
...... eighth entry here ! HIII SIGMA!! things have been pretty silent in the classroom without you sitting next to me in class, to say the least... T_T i hope that you're having fun there in japan!! (and eat a lot of yummy food omg) you're so estetik, boss
as for me ummm im ok (probably not) hahahahaha kinda missing you rn!! kinda lang!! so like no rush or anything but it would be pretty nice having you here, PLEASE do stay safe during your trip :') im getting increasingly autistic without you dot dot
ps: im actually not ok. they keep wondering where saylessph is??? like um no shit he's in japan hahahaha DIE go read the room loser
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